It’s been a while since i wanted to write
something with this title. Was it a week ago? Or.... two weeks ago? I’m not
sure either.
I was watching a drama that time, but the
soundtrack was strangely make me.... move? No, i don’t think it was. It’s just.....
when i heard the song, i was blank. My mind wandered. At first, i didnt know
what i was thinking about, but slowly i knew, it’s you again.
How are you? It’s been a while since our
last meet, right? Do you even miss me? Because i crazily miss you so damn much.
It’s sucks, you know? Missing someone who doesnt even care about your existence
now.
Someone once told me that when everything
is done, our story also has to come to an end. Seems like he was right, wasn’t
he? You’re busy with your own life now. Well, you have to be like that indeed. However
the problem is.... i foolishly hope that we can spend our time together, just
like weeks ago. I read our old conversation and hoping that we can have random
talks again like those nights. How stupid I am.
You know what’s more annoying? I miss you
but i dont even have any courage to tell you! Why? Why you should be someone
who i cant say “i miss you” to? Why you dont just be like my any other friends
so that i can say it casually? Why you should be this kind of person? Why??
Ah, sorry. I dont mean to scold you or
something. Everything’s a bit off these days, so....yeah..
It’s raining now..... ah! Do you remember?
When i got a cold because i was heavily soaked in the rain the night before,
you asked me on the phone: “what happened? are you okay? Should i go there?”,
remember? Honestly, I was so happy back then, though i knew that’s just your
lame joke.
Could something like that happen again? Now
that i’m not sick, and everything already turns out like this, how if saying
that you love me? It’s okay if it’s just a joke. Even if it’s a lie, it’s okay.
I’ll be happy.
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